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[14 Dec 2006|12:44am] |
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IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...cause you're not.
Opening Credits: Nightmare - The Casualties
Waking Up: Smack that - Akon haha thats nice
1st Day of School: Evelyns Valentine - Whole Wheat Bread
Falling In Love: Candy Shop - 50 cent
Fight Song: september - I'll whip your head boy - 50 cent
Breaking up: Giving up hurts the most - Underoath
Prom: Cupids Cokehold - gym class heros
Life: Lean with it - Dem Franchize boys
Mental Breakdown: Renegade - Styx
Driving: Stuck to you - Hellogoodbye
Flashback: Tequilla - Sublime
Getting Back together: All that I've got - The used
Wedding: Just Breathe - Anna Nalick
Birth of Child: When the lights go down in the city - Journey
Final Battle: Resistance - Zao
Death Scene: Murder Murder - 50 cent
Funeral Song: Jesus of suburbia - Greenday... I dont really like them to much but anywho....
End Credits: Bleed black - AFI
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[14 Oct 2006|06:32pm] |
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It's my Birthday today. YAY!<3
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[24 Aug 2006|10:17pm] |
ms office-wilk
german IV -gissel
elnglish-hubbard
algebra b- straughen
the novel-hubbard
ontep issues- brzezinski
does anyone have any classes with me
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[23 Aug 2006|03:10pm] |
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why is it that when my brother wants a job he gets it but when i try for the same exact pace i dont get it. come on i mean its my broither, not the smartest person alive. but i guess that hes smarter than me considering the facts. wow this kinda depresses me.
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[22 Jun 2006|11:34pm] |
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i dont think theres anything better than being at home alone playing oldies and taking a bubble bath reading a good book.
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[11 Jun 2006|01:07pm] |
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gosh i cant believe how shitty my life is right now i have no reason i mean no reason to be here. i just want to leave i want to go somewhere where no one knows me and then just start a completely new life. this sucks ...god im such a screw up i could have been with ashley bowling but instead i end up being arrested. how the fuck does this shit always happen to me. as of right now i pretty much just want to drop out of school and move i fucking hate my dad he fucking believes those fucking lying pigs over me. i cant even believe it how the fuck do these pigs get away with shit like that i didnt even do anything wrong i was just in the wrong place at the wrong time. i ...fuck...im never going back there. i mean im not even mad about being grounded i still have my phone and i can just tell my dad that i have wrok everyday i mean how is he going to know he cant keep me here. he thinks he can but i can just get up and leave and nobody will know where i am because the fucking bastard took my keys so i cant drive i just have to walk or hitch a ride somewhere... i mean its not a big deal no one will truely miss me any way the only person that loves me is my mom and fuck her because im not going there id fucking kill myself befor i did that i cant be around my brother i just wish they'd put me in juvie so i could not be around my family. i cant fucking stand them... they know what its like being a kid ..christ my dad fucking arrested for selling dope to a cop. i mean what i did is not close to what he did ...oh and then he tries to scare the guy i was with by showing him his fucking "police badge" fucking loser hes not even a cop he fucking sits on a boat with other pigs and pull people over in the water. god you cant even do waht you want on the water how fucking retarded you cant do anything in this country. i want to go to london. i like the punk scene and i think it'd be a cool place to go i mean my dad wouldnt be able to find me yeah fuck yeah my whole family wouldnt be able to find me i would just be andrea i could even change my last name because i know for a fucking fact im a disgrace to my dad and his name. i mean christ ever time i want to do something i get caught i fucking hate the government i hate it so much what the fuck do we need a government for anyways? i know to put "bad seeds" like me in fucking jail. they told me its going on my driving record but i wasnt even in my car i wasnt even going to go anywhere i just wanted to get fucking drunk in fucking peace. i wasnt going to bother anyone im not a loud drunk i just like to sit and read. im fucking scared shitless to drive drunk im not going to fucking ruin my car that im working so hard to keep. god i know im stupid but i have some brain cells left. and then i fucking had the biggest anxiety attack of my life and all those fucking pigs did was laugh at me and shove me into that back seat and tell me that "i have no coice but to calm down" well fuck you pig i cant fucking breathe shutthe fuck up befor i fucking spork your eyes out and feed them to you. fucking pigs if they all died i wouldnt have one bit of sympathy for their families. god i could just get the gun out of my dads closet right now and all my problems and my families would be over...
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wow!
so mary had her babyhe is 3 1/2 weeks early!
its insane he's in the nicu because his heart isnt fully developed!
i feel terrible!
we didnt even go to the hospital to see him!
well tonight were going to see susical the musical it should be fun watching lauren and becca move props!
last year at ieda(or however you spell it ) mal and becca were always the lasst people out to move props !
it shall be fun to watch!
i wonder how long it is?
its been forever and a day since i updated this thing.
not to many people do them anymore
it saddens me.
gosh i think im bipolar because one day i can be cool with someone
and then the next day im totally pissed off at them its pretty sweet
and i can go from a really great mood to a really bad mood from 5th hour to 6th hour everyday but thats just because i hate mrs bartholomew
shes such a skank!
with her fucking cameltoe!
eww
but she does let me turn all my work in late so i guess thats cool
even though i dont turn anything in
i have a fucking eff in german
i dont even know how that happend
gosh im such a screw up!
i should start a club the screwup club
whatever though
lifes a bitch(then you marry one)
i hate how i never sleep anymore
anywho.....
the show last night was superb!
even though my dad made me go get his ass from work!
and then tells me he could have gotten a ride home!
ALLAH!
there were sooo many hott people there!
wooo!
but after i picked him up he took me and ashley to arbys which was pretty cool cause ashley was "starving"
well yeah im done now i have to go do my hair then pick ashley up!
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sooo i had a dream about this kid. it really confuses me because i havnt talked to this kid in like for ever . yeah i know i used to like him(A LOT) but i dont know why all of a sudden i start thinking about him again. i guess i just want to talk to him and try to be friends with him again. but im really scared. i mean ..... i dont know what i mean anymore. my life is going to hell. i cant really take it anymore. well i guess i have to but i dont know im so sick of everything school especially i ondt know how im going to take another year. i now understand why they say its the hardest year. but anyways back to that guy.everyone is telling me that hes like not doing very well and shit like that . and like i know were not friends but id be really sad if anything happend to him. i just dont know any more. i mean its not like i like him. i just wish we could be friends. i wish everyhting was beck to how it was last year . minus his at the time g/f. ok and my life is going to hell . i thnk i already stated that but it really is. if you start to do drugs(i dont recomend it) but never stop. ever since i did i havent een the same im just not happy anymore. i just put on a front because if i tell people how i feel i get a million and a 1/2 questions. i fucking hate being so emotional. why cant i just stop caring. my grades ok seriously are shit shit and even more shit!!!!!
i dont understand thats just about the jist of it. maybe i shouldnt post this because everyones going to be like awwww....or they wont say anything at all.... i dont know whatever im done..
ill add more when my life becomes somehow worse.
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so i pretty much hate my cousin mary right about mow
she fucking called me and told me i HAD to drop off my key to her house last night!
so of course me being me
i did
and when i got home today
i try to open the door and to my surprise....well nto a surpris i knew it was going to happen...the door was locked
i went around back
that door was locked too!
wooo what a day
so i walk to the library(where im at now) and call my dad
he is soo pissed because he is at work and has to come get me
so pretty much my dad is going to bitch her out for doing this shit to me every fucking day it pisses me off emensly
fuck meee!!!!!
would anyone else be pissed or am i over reacting?!?!
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[07 Nov 2005|10:20am] |
holy hell its been a long time since ive updated this thingy...
well i have to say that im finally in a good mood most of the time
i dont feel like i have anymore drama in my lifa anymore
its the greatest feeling in the world
umm im grounded but w/e
i didnt go to school today
woohoo
and tomorrow we dont have school and wednesday we have a half day
BOOYAA GRAMMA ...WHUT WHUT !!!!
hahaha
see good mood
uhhhits safe to say that im finally friends with all the people i want to be friends with..
i went to hallowicked with malory, crystal, tara, and mike.....
yeah we talk now i dont know whut the hell was my problem but its all cool
so yeah im done fer now
i might have some homecoming pics
but i doubt it
oh oh oh and im trying to stop all the drugs i was doing
its quite the task i might admit but so worth it
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[18 Sep 2005|01:46pm] |
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so yeah im pretty much sick and it rocks my sox off!!! so yeah im pretty bored to i just decided to update cuz i have nothing better to do with my life than sit in front off the computer because my dad is home and he wont let me go anywhere!! woohooo so yeah i peirced my nose but couldnt get the ring through so im pretty pissed bout that it took me a long fucking time to do it too!! yeah so i just realized that i start every sentance with so yeah and it made me giggle a little bit !!! but yeah im done with this shit im cold
<33 Andrea
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[08 Sep 2005|11:00pm] |
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i am in such a bad mood !!! i got in trouble for going to jessicas house and doing HOMEWORK!!!!
seriously i cant wait til i turn 17 i dont even care if i live on the fucking streets i am not living with my dad or my mom their soo stupid they think just because i made one mistake that im :ANDREA THE CRAZY DRUGED UP SLUT GIRL WITH NO MORALS: I JUST WISH THEYD LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE AND STOP CARING LIKE THEY USED TO IT WAS SO MUCH EISIER TO LIVE MY LIFE WHUT THEY CANT GET THROUGHT THEIR HEADS IS THAT IN NOT GOING TO CHANGE FOR THEM OR FOR ANY1 ELSE SERIOUSLY THEY NEED TO STOP TRYING !!!
i wish i had a friend that had their own place i would soo move in with them no ? asked and im not just saying this because im mad ive felt like this for a long fucking time!! everything i go for and want goes down the fucking drain because my dad cant even support his dumb ass and he sure as hell barely makes it from paychack to paycheck i would get a job but i have no 1 to drive me and IM NOT GETTING A CAR NOW!!! so whut the fuck am i gonna do my dad work the fucking weirdest hours and he cant drive me!
i might have to go to another fucking school because umm mary and fucking mike have to move b4 i get my liscence!! which is so stupid because they live in a huge ass house and umm yeah they barely pay any bills and mary uses the srry excuse that shes pregnant so she can sit on her fat ass every day making me take care of her kid and then gets mad when i dont come over!!! i got news for her shes only 3 months pregnant she can work up until shes 8 months !!! and i no she can get a fucking babysitter!! fucking jews!!!
im so sick and tired of ppl saying tht their gonna kick my ass or being 2-faced or telling me whut to do or talking shit even my own family talks shit about me am i really that bad of a person? do they not have lives of their own that they cant distroy that they have to destroy mine??
i guess im done complaining for the night every body have a wonderful fucking life cuz i dont know how much more of mine i can take!! (dont take that literally)
im not talking suicide im talking about leaving and going to find a friend to live with so i dont have to listen to all the dumb fucks that deem it nessicary to ruin my life including myself.
<3 andrea
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[30 Aug 2005|09:53pm] |
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ok so i dont know about every1 else but i had the best first day of school i have classes with a ton of ppl i know and umm yeah its a the greatest lol yeah who else had a great day like seriously i was so hyper it wasnt even funny well acually yeah it was but umm yeah idk i like all my classes and think im gonna do pretty good
<33 andrea
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its the saddest day EVER i just realized we go back to school in 3 dayz!!! im so sad:( i mean i want to go back but this summer has gone by soo fast!!tearz!
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TWIZTID CONCERT IN 2DAYZ!!!!!!!! im so excited i cant wait hopefully me and mallory can get a ride i really really hope i want to go so bad since i was sick for warp tour... yay i love twiztid i want to go so fuckin bad there the best!!!
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so its been an interesting summer ive found out a lot about people including myself all in all im not gonna let it get to me i know i did sum stupid shit but people arnt perfect and i sure as hell aint. i made a mistake thats gonna cost me a part of my life but whutever i cant let it get to me.
otha than that i went to see my friend jodi in millington this past weekend it was so much fun i love her to death. i cant wait til november when i drive to wisconsin to see her its gonna be so much fun. yay!
so this year im gonna put my ass into gear and accually show up for class and try to do my work. its not gonna be another last year i haveta start pushing my self.
i still dont have aim but whutever idc ill get it back soon enough i do miss being online though.
i might be transferring schools and be going to utica cuz my dad is tired of driving me idk it might be fun but i still really like ike and want to continue going there. i guess will see whut happends.
this winter/spring were accually gonna get a house my dad is opening his own business and it pays really well and he already has a lot of people that wanna do it so that will be cool.
i really need to get a job this shit is killing me i need money. i hope i can get a job i think it would be sorta fun well maybe not lol idk ive nvr had a job b4 it will be scary
well thats whuts been going on in my life since the last time i updated this thingy ~~~~peace~~~~
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(x) smoked a cigarette
(x) smoked a cigar
(x) made out with a member of the same sex
( ) been(am) in love
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(x) snuck out of my parent's house
(x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
(x) been arrested
( ) made out with a stranger
( ) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(x) skipped school
( ) slept with a co-worker
(x) seen someone die
(x) had (or have) a crush on one of your myspace friends
(x) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(x) been on a plane
( ) thrown up in a bar
( ) (purposely) set a part of myself on fire
(x) eaten Sushi
(x) been snowboarding
(x) met someone in person from myspace
(x) been hxc dancing at a show
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(x) taken painkillers
(x) love someone or miss someone right now
(x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(x) made a snow angel
(x) had a tea party
(x) flown a kite
(x) built a sand castle
(x) gone puddle jumping
(x) played dress up
(x) jumped into a pile of leaves
(x) gone sledding
(x) cheated while playing a game
(x) been lonely
(x) fallen asleep at work/school
( ) used a fake id
(x) watched the sun set
(x) felt an earthquake
(x) touched a snake
(x) slept beneath the stars
(x) been tickled
(x) been robbed
(x) been misunderstood
(x) pet a reindeer/goat
(x) won a contest
(x) run a red light
(x) been suspended from school
(x) been in a car accident
( ) had braces
(x) felt like an outcast
( ) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
(x) hated the way you look
(x) witnessed a crime
( ) pole danced
(x) questioned your heart
(x) been obsessed with post-it notes
(x) squished barefoot through the mud
(x) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(x) swam in the ocean
(x) felt like dying
(x) cried yourself to sleep
(x) played cops and robbers
(x) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers
(x) sung karaoke
(x) paid for a meal with only coins
(x) done something you told yourself you wouldn't
(x) made prank phone calls
(x) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
(x) caught a snowflake on your tongue
(x) danced in the rain
(x) written a letter to Santa Claus
(x) been kissed under a mistletoe
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about
(x) blown bubbles
(x) made a bonfire on the beach
(x) crashed a party
(x) gone rollerskating
( ) had a wish come true
( ) humped a monkey
( ) worn pearls
( ) jumped off a bridge
(x) screamed penis in class
(x) ate dog/cat food
(x) told a complete stranger you loved them
(x) kissed a mirror
(x) sang in the shower
( ) have a little black dress
(x) had a dream that you married someone
(x) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
( ) kissed a fish
(x) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) been a cheerleader
(x)smoked on a roof top
(x) screamed at the top of your lungs
(x) done a one-handed cartwheel
(x) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(x) stayed up all night
( ) didn't take a shower for a week
(x) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(x) climbed a tree
(x) had a tree house
(x) are scared to watch scary movies alone
(x) believe in ghosts
(x) have more then 30 pairs of shoes
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
(x) played ding-dong-ditch
(x) played chicken
(x) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) broken a bone
(x) caught a fish then ate it
(x) caught a butterfly
(x) laughed so hard you cried
(x) cried so hard you laughed
(x) mooned/flashed someone
(x) had someone moon/flash you
(x) cheated on a test
(x) have a Briteny Spears CD
(x) forgotten someone's name
(x) slept naked
(x) French braided someones hair
( ) gone skinny dippin in a pool
wow have i done a lot of things and most of em were this year well some of them ne ways.
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[20 Jul 2005|04:59pm] |
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so a couple days ago my dad gave me 200$ to buy new clothes well being andrea i new i was just going to spend it on clothes so i bought 40$ worth of alchy and 30$ worth of buhda lol so that left me 130 nd i put all of it in stephs purse (bad thing) well me brooke rob steph and my cousin mary got fuckin wasted nd in the morning when every1 woke up steph droverob to work and brooke had to be home at noon well then i realized where the fuck is stephs wallet we looked everywhere even in the fuckin garbage and frigerator just to be sure cuz i was in there alot to get the smirnoff lol well i thought right off the bat that it was rob who took it cuz he was in some serious trouble nd then he was really honest to me nd told me whut he did the whole night nd swore that it wasnt him because he liked me and steph too much to do that to us so rob was out of the pic oh nd then i started bawlin my eyes out cuz i was like the only otha person that would take it would be brooke so i confronted her about we went out to lunch and talked about nd she said it wasnt her and said she was telling the truth because she couldnt lye to her 2 best friends about nething so of course i believed her nd then well the only otha persoin would have been mary so we confronteds her about it and she said she used 20 $to pay some guy off so then i was like well u owe him 700$ and i had 130 so u know why wouldnt she take it right we looked everywhere so know i think it was her who took it i dont care about the money i can gat that back easy but there was alot of important papers in stephs wallet that she needed and well if we get that back and maybe the buhda ill be sooo happy GOD these things always happen to me :(
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